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I've waisted plenty of lives trying to find my peace. all I've found is HATE, CONTEMP and RAGE. I have lost many in your wake. restless and gutless your are a chronic pain in my side. like vermin, I kill one there are multitudes ready to replace. disease defines what great abomination you hold in this world. grayness of the day's skies add to the gloom. fretting about the next loss. security is a relative word. precautions are just that. tonight is my sacrifice too all who have fallen that they are not in vein. casting you back to the grips of hell. the rotting flesh the screams of loved ones the gnashing of teeth IT ENDS N

My nerves are on edge as if I was to be surprised I can't steady my self My concentration is a wreck The thought of someone lying near me in senseless love Is astonishing to me This cruel cruel game of infatuation Is a distraction not needed For I am search for That one and only That untouched beauty That reciprocating love Those kisses on the cheek That touch of the hand That passion ignited not by my touch or there's But by our eyes and only our eyes. The fire that burns so deep that A tidal wave couldn't wash it out. The wanting of one such as this Has sent me in to a world of Solitary confinement Torturing myself w

noise so pure and so clean mind in another place distracted and unassuming washing all the nerves away an auditory addiction the very thing that stops thought yet controls us to emote making us cry provoking us to fear arousing us to climax noise is a great fog covering near and far its never ending if we could only breathe inward take a breath of completely and total SILENCE...

i fade in and out of this world seeing the evil and the truth wanting to be equal to you the light fragments my world tilts passing through one of its facets what is heaven to you is a certain hell for me just coasting through the hues sanity isnt present tripping and slipping cascading down this yellow hall where i fall on the brick that turns into a cliff i stumble and tumble in the midst of such disorientation   i gaze at the techno-colored sky within this place that is my space drifting from one shade of gray to the next i finally see that all is not so painful that all is not so hateful that all is not so ugly these

when i was a baby i fell countless times but she never let me quit when i was just a kid the scrapes and cuts i got were healed by her kisses alone when i came home from school with tears in my eyes she told me they are only jealous of me when i was a teenager and heart ache found me she told me not to worry and held me while i cried even now when this world deals me an overdose of pain she can simply wipe it away like none other before her she herself is what ive learned to call unconditional love

violence caged chaos regulated storm at bay these are my angry hornets ready to defend its colony and i am they're dictator all controlled by the wrath of my tongue letting them disembody any who oppose while playing savoir to the feeble of my world THIS DAY MERCY IS NOT ON THE LIST NOW ITS TIME TO TAUT MY POWER SWARM MY HORRORS STIR WITH IRRATIONAL RAGE BURY YOUR PAIN DEEP SEEP IT INTO YOUR VEINS I PRAY THIS WORLD TO BE OURS I CAST YOU TO BURN THE ENEMY ASUNDER NO PRISONERS ONLY VICTIMS